The 50/50 Killer Chapter 36 Summary

Chapter 36 of 49

4 DECEMBER - 1 HOUR, 50 MINUTES UNTIL DAWN

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4 DECEMBER - 1 HOUR, 50 MINUTES UNTIL DAWN

Eileen repeatedly redials John’s mobile as the early‑morning hours tick toward dawn. When each call only returns a dead‑tone beep, she hurls the handset, shattering it against the wall. Frustrated, she rolls a chair back, drinks from a half‑finished bottle of wine, and begins flicking on every light in the house, moving from room to room as if to chase away the darkness.

While the lights blaze, she recalls a terse phone call from Detective Sergeant Geoff Hunter, who warned her that John is “after the man who killed Andrew Dyson” and that John has been taken off that investigation. The conversation fuels her anxiety.

In the study, Eileen stops before a large collage that John has taped to the wall: fifty to sixty sheets of assorted colour and shape, newspaper clippings, old case files, certificates, and photos of the detective team. Two personal photographs sit on the desk—a wedding picture and a newer portrait of Eileen herself. To the right of the collage, a fresh addition catches her eye: a small photograph of Andrew Dyson, the victim whose murder has haunted John, beside the handwritten eulogy John prepared for Dyson’s funeral. Beneath it is the poem “Epitaph of Samuel Butler,” which John has highlighted, especially its last three lines: “I won’t be forgotten. I will continue my life in the thoughts and deeds of those I loved.”

Eileen reads the poem again, tears welling, and reflects on John’s lingering grief over Dyson’s death and the strain it has placed on their marriage. She ponders how John’s obsession with the case has driven a wedge between them, recalling his recent removal from the Dyson investigation and his secretive midnight work. The chapter ends with Eileen sitting in John’s chair, eyes closed, fingers tracing her lower lip, contemplating whether to stay or abandon the house, as the broken phone lies useless on the floor.