Chapter Thirty-Eight

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Offred follows a corridor to the women’s washroom marked “Ladies” in gold script. An older Aunt in a purple caftan, wearing a cattle‑prod thong, grants her a fifteen‑minute “fitting‑room” ticket. The washroom is a pink‑lit rest area with easy chairs, a lime‑green bamboo‑print sofa, a large mirror, and several women smoking. A woman in a cat‑suit does makeup in a backstage‑like area. When a toilet flushes, Moira emerges from a pink cubicle, teeters, and is greeted warmly by the other women. Moira embraces Offred, their breast‑wire supports digging into Offred’s chest, and they exchange cheek kisses. Moira jokes that Offred looks like the “Whore of Babylon” and comments on her own government‑issued black‑and‑white outfit.

A woman in baby‑blue laced‑up “Merry Widow” shoes shakes Offred’s hand, welcomes her, and the group sits together. Offred removes her shoes and asks why Moira is there. Moira explains she is “temporary,” smuggled in for one night by Offred’s Commander, and hints that the Commander’s motive is a sexual power‑trip.

Moira then launches into a long, fragmented narrative of her escape from the Red Centre. She describes tying up Aunt Elizabeth like a turkey, slipping out in a brown outfit, using the sun to orient herself, and bluffing past multiple checkpoints by keeping a hard expression and stiff posture. She recalls memorizing a mailing list of married Quaker couples, reaching Mass Ave., and finding a Quaker safe house that was part of the Underground Femaleroad. She is moved from house to house, rides in a mail‑sack across a bridge, and travels in a truck filled with chickens toward Maine. The plan is to cross the border by boat, but before reaching the dock the convoy is intercepted; Moira, an older couple, and a lobster‑boat captain are taken away in a separate van.

After the capture, Moira is shown a propaganda film about the Colonies, describing women there cleaning corpses, the “discard” women being sent to burn, and the harsh conditions of the various Colonies. She notes that she now receives face cream and that the washroom lounge functions as a brothel called “Jezebel’s,” where women are allowed to have sex with each other and men are largely ignored.

Offred, processing the flood of information, asks what happened to Moira afterward. Moira replies that she is still “here,” that the Aunts have given up on them, and that the place is “butch paradise” for women. She jokes that Commanders are turned on by the women’s off‑hour activities. The chapter ends with Offred wishing Moira would finish with a dramatic, heroic act—blowing up the brothel or leading a revolt—while acknowledging she never sees Moira again.