Chapter Forty-Six

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Offred sits by the window, clutching crumpled paper, contemplating various ways to end her life—burning the house, strangling herself, attacking Serena Joy, or simply walking away. She hears the approach of a black van before seeing it; the vehicle stops, and two men—described with phosphorescent paint and white eyes—step out, ring the doorbell, and enter the house. Before they can act, Nick appears, pushes the door open, flicks the hallway light on, and whispers, “It’s all right. It’s Mayday. Go with them.” He calls Offred by her real name, which unsettles her, but she follows his lead. The two men escort her down the stairs, moving slowly and keeping the lights on, creating a starkly ordinary scene despite her fear. At the bottom, the Commander is seen with Serena Joy in the hallway; the Commander’s hair is grey, and he appears worried and helpless. Serena Joy looks incredulous, while the two men address the Commander, asking for his authorization. The Commander asks if they have a warrant; the men claim they have proper orders, citing “violation of state secrets.” The Commander touches his head in distress, hinting at possible fallout. Cora and Rita appear from the kitchen, with Cora beginning to cry, expressing that Offread was their hope and now they are left childless. The van’s double doors are open; the two men each take one of Offred’s elbows and guide her toward the vehicle. The chapter ends as Offred steps into the darkness of the van, uncertain whether this marks her end or a new beginning.