Chapter 19

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In the prison sewing workshop, Zuhdi tries to lift Abu Nidal’s spirits with a dirty joke, but Abu Nidal remains silent and ill. Abu Nidal asks for help threading a needle; Zuhdi assists, whispers that he is quitting smoking, and offers to give Abu Nidal his cigarettes in exchange for secrecy. A side conversation among other inmates debates a rumor that the kitchen will serve stuffed courgettes, mocking the idea that the state would devote massive resources to the task. The debate turns sarcastic, and Zuhdi declares he will no longer provide cigarettes to Abu Nidal. Abu Nidal accuses him of using defeatist rhetoric to justify the promise; the two men exchange heated words before laughing together.

Later, Zuhdi leaves the workshop carrying eight cigarettes, determined to honor his promise for three days. While walking in the sunny courtyard he sees two Israeli guards smoking; unable to resist, he takes one cigarette for himself, rationalising that Abu Nidal will still receive seven. He reflects on memories of life outside—mist over Tel Aviv, orange‑blossom breezes on the hills of Tulkarm, eucalyptus trees at the Khadouri School, and the poetry of Adil al‑Karmi—before lighting the cigarette.

At that moment the prison gate opens and a small five‑year‑old boy rushes into the courtyard, searching for his father. The boy repeatedly asks, “Are you my daddy?” and, after a moment of confusion, throws himself into Zuhdi’s arms, calling him “Daddy” and “Nidal.” Zuhdi drops his cigarette, his heart races, and he hugs the trembling child. Other prisoners stare in bewilderment; some retreat to their cells, others weep silently. Two women accompanied by an Israeli officer appear, wiping their eyes, while the guards also weep. The emotional scene triggers a collective outcry: prisoners shout “Long live Palestine, Arab and free!” while the soldiers lock the gate and depart. The chapter ends with this intense courtyard confrontation, highlighting the stark contrast between hardened prisoners and the raw vulnerability evoked by the child’s plea.