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Chapter 5

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Usama awakens in his bedroom while his mother finishes her morning prayers. She greets the “angels” she feels surround her, offers him coffee, and, seated on the edge of his bed, begins a familiar stream of gossip. She recounts her recent move from Tulkarm, the help she received from Adil—who rented the house, arranged the move, and secured a grocer, Haj Abdullah, to look after her. She praises Haj Abdullah’s good nature despite criticisms that he sells cigarettes and cola to Israeli security forces. The conversation shifts to work; she unexpectedly suggests that Usada should help on his uncle’s farm, describing how his father transformed rocky land into a productive garden. She reminds Usama that the farm would be “hard at first” but would soon become routine, and that Adil is like a brother. She adds that Nuwar, Usama’s cousin, would inherit a share of the farm, implying a future marriage and that no government or UNRWA jobs exist. Usama internally debates his role as a committed fighter, recalling verses he wrote in his first year of exile and the death of his poetic aspirations. He reflects that his destiny is no longer a personal choice but a link in the chain of the cause. Observing his mother’s smiling face, he notes that she signs only with her thumb. He ends the dialogue by promising, “I will, Mother,” to go to the farm and look around.

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Usama travels by taxi toward the Jordan Valley, encounters Abu Muhammad who shares his family's exile history, a Kuwait‑bought watch, and his son Khalid’s torture; the group anticipates a checkpoint, while Usama wrestles with his training‑induced disillusionment and deep yearning for home. Usama is detained at a checkpoint, subjected to a humiliating strip‑search and intensive interrogation by a Polish soldier, recounts his work and family‑reunion history, witnesses abuse of other detainees, and is finally released onto a taxi that returns him to the West Bank. Usama’s return taxi becomes a micro‑cosm of occupation‑era dissent: passengers argue over Israeli‑made cigarettes, “protective tariffs,” and resistance; a fort‑armed woman in her forties challenges a bombastic nationalist, introduces the legend of Zarqa al‑Yamama, and later reappears healed; the barren landscape outside is described, and the vehicle finally stops in the town square. Usama returns to his hometown, reunites emotionally with his mother, learns of family expectations about marriage, visits the ancestral mansion where he encounters his uncle Abu Adil, foreign journalists, and French cameramen discussing occupation‑related employment; he meets cousin Nuwar, discovers Adil’s deteriorating health and the house’s lack of servants, and promises to investigate Adil’s condition. Usama’s mother urges him to take a job on his uncle’s farm and hints at marrying his cousin Nuwar, noting that there are no government or UNRWA positions available; despite his commitment to the resistance, Usama promises to visit the farm, deepening his personal dilemma.