Introduces the narrator’s turbulent childhood with his mother, mixing memories of abuse, care, and symbolic motifs such as taxidermy, monarch migration, and coloring, while establishing themes of memory, trauma, and identity.
The narrator details childhood memories of his mother Lan’s schizophrenia, the nickname “Little Dog” and its cultural origin, shared meals of rice and jasmine tea, a birth story rooted in Vietnam, bullying on a school bus, his mother’s smoking and milk‑drinking rituals, his emergence as the family’s English‑Vietnamese interpreter, and a chaotic grocery‑store episode while seeking oxtail.
Lan, a mother of an infant girl, confronts two young soldiers at a roadside checkpoint; she recalls her own naming and escape from an arranged marriage; she is led to a garage where five men, a stooped white‑haired figure, and a drugged macaque gather, drink vodka, and plan to sacrifice the monkey’s brain for impotence; violent dialogue unfolds as Lan resists, the soldiers vow “No bang bang”; the scene ends with the Huey helicopter returning and Lan moving forward past the rifle, while the story reveals her name, her past, and the presence of the monkey ritual.
At age nine in Virginia, the narrator finds his grandfather Paul crying and learns the wartime origins of Paul and Lan’s marriage, Lan’s past as a sex worker, their life during the Tet Offensive, and the truth that Paul is not his biological grandfather. The mother later reveals Lan was pregnant by another American soldier, and the narrator confronts the legacy of racial identity through discussions of Tiger Woods, church experiences, and historical bombings.
During a frantic night drive, the narrator’s mother (Rose) and Lan race to stop a man they believe will kill “Mai”; they chase him, confront a white shotgun‑wielding homeowner in a suburban house, realize the target is not present and that the encounter was a mistake, and then flee back to the car.
The mother watches from a kitchen as her son and his friend, a tall boy with dark‑grey eyes and a smaller companion, lie blood‑stained in a pine grove, singing “This Little Light of Mine.” She reheats noodles, reflects on a metaphorical bullet in her son’s chest, and, after a brief exchange between the boys about “secrets,” she gets up, grabs her keys, and leaves the house, declaring she is no longer afraid of dying.
The chapter details the narrator’s life in a nail salon—its toxic environment, a Sunday pedicure for an elderly woman with a prosthetic leg, a night of back‑scraping his mother, and his first teenage employment on a Connecticut tobacco farm, introducing coworkers Manny and Buford and foregrounding the repeated use of “sorry” as a labor‑time apology.
The narrator and Trevor deepen a drug‑laden, sexual partnership on the tobacco farm, interwoven with flashbacks of the narrator’s abusive childhood, a grandmother’s egg remedy, an introspective October dinner, vivid scenes inside Trevor’s mobile home, multiple graphic sexual encounters, a night‑time runaway‑boy memory, and a Thanksgiving bike ride that ends with the narrator’s mother leaving after seeing two blood‑stained boys.
The narrator learns of a dead older brother during a confession at a Dunkin’ Donuts, revisits childhood memories of Gramoz’s pizza bagel, a pink Schwinn that was vandalized and later repainted by his mother, a forced abortion and its brutal surgical extraction, a childhood story of hearing Chopin and a dancing dog, reflections on trauma (Vietnam acid attack, Orlando shooting), a placenta‑as‑language metaphor, a professor’s homophobic lecture, a mirror/replication motif, his mother’s vomiting episode in a men’s bathroom, his own secret dress‑wearing in a barn with friend Trevor, and the chapter closes with a rainy drive home.
The narrator and Trevor flee the abusive presence of Trevor’s drunken father, ride their bikes through the night along the Connecticut River, and wander through a mosaic of Hartford‑area neighborhoods, encountering a litany of local figures (Sid’s Indian family, the Canino brothers, Marin, Mr. Carlton, various overdose deaths, Nacho the veteran, etc.). Trevor’s scar from a childhood nail‑gun accident is revealed, and the pair discuss fame, race, and family while smoking a cigarette and sharing a Snickers. Their ride ends in a glowing view of Hartford’s lights, where they curse both Coca‑Cola and Sprite, realizing their corporate sameness. This chapter expands the novel’s geography, deepens the narrator’s observations of community trauma, and underscores the characters’ yearning to escape domestic violence.
Trevor’s relationship with the narrator is deepened through violent and erotic episodes: reckless driving, shotgun loading, a 3 a.m. knife‑handed confession, a scar compared to a comma, a veal‑cruelty monologue from his father, a desperate “please” text after two months of silence, his flight from an abusive drunken father, and an intimate encounter beneath a metal slide shaped like a hippopotamus, ending with Trevor asleep beside the narrator in the rain.
Narrator returns to Hartford after learning Trevor’s death, rides a night bus while recalling a drug‑filled diner encounter where Trevor urges him to stay, then goes to Trevor’s house late at night, finds Trevor on a floor mat suffering from back pain, confesses hatred toward his mother, and introduces the word “kipuka” as a metaphor for survival.