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The scene opens with a lyrical description of two boys lying side‑by‑side in a pine grove, their faces stained with dried blood. The tall boy, whose eyes are “dark grey of a river,” sings “This Little Light of Mine” while the blood on his cheek crumbles. The narrator’s voice shifts to a mother’s perspective: Ma, a woman, sits alone at a kitchen table across town, reheating fried flat noodles for the third time while staring out a fogged window, waiting for her son’s orange New York Knicks sweater to appear. She imagines her son lying under the trees, his chest “seeded” with an invisible bullet that he feels as a persistent metal shard. The bullet is described as a metaphorical seed that has become part of his body. The narrative returns to the pine grove where the boys shiver, their clapping fading as the wind blows pine needles down like shattered watches. The tall boy, now called Trev by his mother, asks his friend for a “normal secret” and, after a brief hush, declares, “I’m not scared of dying anymore,” followed by laughter. The passage ends with Ma repeating the earlier line that memory is a choice, noting that if she were a god she would see the flood of memory."