Chapter 36

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Elizabeth is handed Mr. Darcy’s letter in the morning. She opens it without expectation of a renewal of his offers and immediately feels a torrent of contradictory emotions. As she reads, she is amazed that Darcy believes an apology is within his power, yet she suspects he has no sincere explanation to give. She proceeds through his account of events at Netherfield with great eagerness, but her anger flares at his criticism of her sister’s sensibility and the “worst objections” he raised against the match. Darcy’s tone appears haughty rather than penitent, reinforcing her impression of his pride.

When the letter shifts to Wickham’s story, Elizabeth’s attention sharpens. She reads Wickham’s allegations—his claim to the living, his alleged impropriety, and his apparent attempt to elope with Darcy’s sister Georgiana—while recalling Wickham’s own words. The contradictions between Wickham’s narrative and Darcy’s version cause her to exclaim that the account must be false. She rereads the passages about the inheritance, noting Wickham’s resignation of the living and his acceptance of a £3,000 settlement. The details force her to weigh each statement, but she finds no conclusive proof, only mutual assertions.

Elizabeth continues, analyzing the will and the sum Wickham received, and the disparity between the two accounts. The more she reads, the more she perceives Darcy’s conduct as potentially blameless, while Wickham’s “extravagance and general profligacy” appear shocking. She reflects on Wickham’s prior reputation—unheard of before his militia service—and on his charming exterior, which now seems a façade.

Her thoughts turn to Colonel Fitzwilliam, whose recent conversation with her had hinted at Darcy’s involvement in Bingley’s retreat. She considers whether Darcy could have promised such a proposal without Fitzwilliam’s corroboration. Elizabeth recalls the previous evening’s conversation about Wickham’s expressions and the inconsistencies in his conduct. She evaluates the motives behind Wickham’s attention to Miss King, concluding they were mercenary rather than affectionate.

Throughout, Elizabeth confronts her own prejudice: she chastises herself for having been “blind, partial, prejudiced, absurd,” for allowing vanity to guide her judgments, and for having driven reason away. She laments her misjudgment of both Darcy and Wickham, recognizing that her earlier pride in discernment was unfounded.

After wandering for two hours, exhausted and still conflicted, Elizabeth returns home. Upon entering Longbourn she is told that the two gentlemen from Rosings—Mr. Darcy and Colonel Fitzwilliam—had each visited while she was away. Darcy’s visit was brief, merely to take his leave, while Colonel Fitzwilliam had waited an hour hoping to find her, even considering walking after the house was empty. Elizabeth feigns concern for Fitzwilliam’s absence but feels genuine relief at his presence, though her thoughts remain dominated by the letter.