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Chapter Twelve

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In the blue‑flowered bathroom adjoining her bedroom, June strips off her red stockings, cotton pantaloids, white shift and petticoat and slides into a steaming tub run by Cora. The bath, described as both a required ritual and a rare luxury, prompts her to recall Aunt Lydia’s warning that a woman is “vulnerable” in a bathroom and her own pre‑Gilead memories of long, untrimmed hair and swimming in a swimsuit. While submerged, June’s mind drifts to the day her infant daughter was stolen from a supermarket cart during a shopping trip with Luke. A stranger claimed the baby was a gift from the Lord; police intervened, and Luke dismissed the incident as “crazy.” June imagines the child as a ghost, now eight years old, and visualises locked‑away baby clothes and a lock of hair that have since disappeared. She reflects on Aunt Lydia’s doctrine of poverty of spirit, material detachment, and graphic warnings such as “why bash your head against a wall?” and notes a small tattoo on her ankle—four digits and an eye—described as a “passport in reverse” marking her as a national resource. After the bath, June dries herself, dons a red terrycloth robe, and later the red veil, noting that the white headdress is unnecessary since she will not leave the house that night. Cora monitors the bathroom from the hall, then brings June’s dinner on a covered tray, knocking before entering. The meal consists of an overcooked chicken thigh, a baked potato, green beans, salad, and canned pears—bland but nutritious, reflecting Aunt Lydia’s “studies have been done” that Handmaids must be “worthy vessels” without coffee, tea, or alcohol. While eating, June covertly wraps a pat of butter in a napkin and slips it into the toe of an extra right‑shoe, crumpling the napkin afterward—a small act of covert resistance. She imagines the downstairs dining room: candles on a mahogany table, white cloth, silverware, wine glasses, and the muted clink of knives against china, wondering whether the Commander or others will notice her lack of appetite. The chapter ends with June mentally “composing” herself as one would a speech, recognizing that her identity must now be a constructed performance rather than something innate.

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We learn that Offred is a Handmaid in Gilead, permitted only one daily outing to pictogram‑only markets, required to perform a monthly fertility ritual, and haunted by memories of her former life with husband Luke and their daughter. The Handmaids sleep in a repurposed gymnasium with army cots, flannelette sheets and U.S.-marked blankets; Aunt Sara and Aunt Elizabeth patrol the dormitory with electric cattle prods while the armed Angels guard the chain‑link, barbed‑wire fence around the football field where the Handmaids take their twice‑daily walks; the women whisper, lip‑read, and exchange names—Alma, Janine, Dolores, Moira, June. June describes her assigned bedroom – a plain room with a chair, window seat, wooden floor, a floral print, a red cloak, red gloves, a red umbrella and a red skirt – and her movement through the austere hallway of the Commander’s house. She notes Aunt Lydia’s doctrine, the bell‑measured time, and the lack of mirrors. In the kitchen she meets Rita, the Martha who bakes bread, hands her three market tokens, and exchanges terse, guarded conversation. June also interacts with Cora, another Handmaid, who talks about the Colonies, the “Unwomen,” and daily hardships, revealing the limited social bonds among the servants. June visits the Commander’s Wife in her garden and sitting room, observing the Wife’s control over the garden, knitting scarves for the Angels, smoking black‑market cigarettes, and learning that the Wife is Serena Joy. The Wife treats June as a transactional subordinate, insisting on formal address, and reinforces the hierarchy and isolation between Handmaids and Wives. June meets the household Guardian Nick, learning his name, low status and casual behavior, and is introduced to her new Handmaid partner Ofglen, with whom she walks, shares covert news about the war, and together they pass a checkpoint inspected by two young Guardians, during which June experiences a brief, subversive glance with one guard. June and Ofglen go shopping in the city, encounter a pregnant Janine from the Red Centre at Milk and Honey, buy meat at All Flesh, and are approached by Japanese tourists and an interpreter who asks if they are happy, to which June replies affirmatively. June and Ofglen detour past a small historic church turned museum and the city’s red‑brick Wall, where they witness six newly hanged bodies—doctors in white coats with fetal placards—while reflecting on Ofglen’s performative prayer and Aunt Lydia’s promise that such horrors will become ordinary. June spends a solitary night in her room, slipping into a hallucinatory dialogue with Moira that leads to a vivid scene of book‑burning, a disorienting shock, and a meta‑reflection on storytelling as a means of retaining agency. June adapts to dormitory life, meets Rita, Cora, and Serena Joy, is introduced to Guardian Nick and new Handmaid partner Ofglen, and endures a market outing that includes a public execution display and a hallucinatory conversation with Moira, deepening her awareness of Gilead’s oppression and the subtle ways she and others cling to hope. June and Ofglen witness three fresh executions on the Wall, attend an Econowife funeral, return to the Commander’s house where Nick greets her, observe the detached Serena Joy in the garden, interact with Rita and Cora over food, and briefly see the Commander in a forbidden hallway encounter. June spends time alone in her assigned bedroom, cataloguing every detail, discovers a hidden inscription “Nolite te bastardes carborundorum,” imagines its author, asks Rita about it, and recalls memories of her former life with Luke. June spends the chapter largely confined to the Commander’s house. She hums a fragment of “Amazing Grace,” noting that the word “free” is outlawed. Aunt Lydia delivers a lecture about “things,” warning against sun‑burn and urging women to avoid forbidden desires. Moira slips into June’s room, asks for a cigarette, finds a lighter, and jokes about opening a “pornomart,” providing a brief moment of levity. June reflects on distant newspaper reports of murders, feeling detached from the violence outside the Handmaids’ “blank white spaces.” She sits on the narrow window seat, examines a faded cushion embroidered with the word FAITH surrounded by lilies, and wonders if looking at it could be punished. From the window she watches Nick arrive at the car, then the grey‑haired Commander step out, prompting a conflicted mix of hatred, curiosity and something more complicated. The chapter ends with June’s internal turmoil and the tiny acts of quiet resistance that sustain her hope. June undergoes her mandatory monthly medical examination in a sterile office building. A Guardian drives her alone; she waits with three other Handmaids in the red‑clad waiting room. The doctor, a tall scarred man with a pistol, examines her behind a red cloth screen. He breaks protocol, calling her “honey” and secretly offers to help her conceive, hinting at illicit intercourse and the possibility of falsifying results, while warning of the deadly risk. June takes a solitary bath in her blue‑papered bathroom, recalling the day her infant daughter was snatched from a supermarket cart while she shopped with Luke. She reflects on Aunt Lydia’s teachings about vulnerability, purity, and material detachment, notices the tattoo on her ankle that marks her as a national resource, and then returns to her room to dress in the red terrycloth robe and veil. Cora watches from the hallway, later brings June a modest supper prepared by Rita. While eating, June hides a pat of butter in the toe of an extra shoe as a quiet act of resistance and imagines the dinner scene downstairs, composing herself as a performed identity.

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