Chapter 36

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Kun. Stripaitis, after the Vingilas brawl, becomes the focus of a parish‑wide uproar. Some parishioners celebrate his “toughness,” while others—especially the spiritual‑elite ciciliks—criticize his resort to violence as unbecoming of a priest and accuse him of seeking revenge over a “krautuvės” dispute. A formal complaint is filed, the local newspaper publishes a lurid account, and the klebon fears further attacks from the ciciliks.

Amid the turmoil, Stripaitis calls on his junior colleague, Kun. Vasaris, to accompany him to the house of the ailing Piktupas Andrius (nicknamed “Piktupis”), a notorious local who has been involved in previous fights. Vasaris hesitates, fearing the dangerous reputation of the “rudasis bernas” and the moral weight of the task, but ultimately agrees under pressure.

When they arrive, Piktupas lies half‑clothed in a threadbare frock, head crushed, eyes swollen, barely conscious. Vasaris attempts to administer the sacrament of the Anointing of the Sick and the Eucharist, but his words feel hollow, his gestures awkward, and the dying man repeatedly refuses, crying “I will not die!” Vasaris’s anxiety rises; he struggles to find the right confessional formula, repeatedly asks the penitent about sins, communion, and absolution, yet receives incoherent answers. The old man’s condition deteriorates, he convulses, and eventually dies. Vasaris performs a rushed last rite, sprinkling holy oil and making the sign of the cross, but the ceremony is perfunctory and leaves him feeling that he has offered no true consolation.

Afterward, the villagers gather, the dead’s mother blames the priest’s “coldness,” and rumors spread that Vasaris fled the scene. The chapter ends with Vasaris returning to the seminary, haunted by the failed sacrament, questioning whether his priestly calling can ever reconcile with such emptiness, and contemplating abandoning his vocation altogether.