Chapter 8

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After two weeks of relatively pleasant life in the four‑person dorm, a sick third‑year Polish cleric (the “lenkas”) returns to the seminary and a senior fifth‑year clerk (the “kambario viršila”) orders Liudas Vasaris, a second‑year seminarian, to relinquish his room and go back to the cold, damp “labirintas”. Vasaris reacts with an angry outburst, asking why a second‑year should be displaced while first‑years remain, and imagines that his quiet, slow, and frail nature is being used against him. His peers mock him, calling him “holy child”, “poor Vasaris”, and joking that he will have to wash the lavatory again.

The senior clerk pretends the relocation is part of a Polish intrigue or a spy plot, further ridiculing Vasaris. Some fellow seminarians suggest he appeal to the inspector, Mazurkovskis, citing his poor health. Vasaris goes to the inspector’s office, kneels and pleads to stay in his room, but Mazurkovskis cuts him off, declares him perfectly healthy, and orders him to move to the labyrinth. Vasaris complies reluctantly, leaving his belongings, walking down the corridor, and entering the cold dorm. He collapses onto the bed, weeps for the perceived injustice, and spends the night in a state of despair.

Over the next few days the emotional wound eases and Vasaris resumes the seminary schedule, albeit with a lingering sense of humiliation. During confession he offers a vague admission of “excessive opposition” and receives a stern admonition from his spiritual father, who reminds him of the vow of celibacy and the dangers of personal ambition. Vasaris notes that his quick submission to authority saves his reputation with the superiors, but he also realizes that his resignation is more an adaptation to the harsh environment than a true defeat. The chapter ends with Vasaris contemplating the mixture of his fantasies, humility, and superficial reconciliation, recognizing that these traits keep him afloat within the seminary’s strict regime while his inner conflict continues to grow.