Chapter 68

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After Vytukas passes his gymnasium entrance exam, Liucija Glaudžiuvienė announces she will soon leave for Palanga. Vasaris, still haunted by his past confession to Auksė Gražulytė, decides to make a definitive farewell. He calls Glaudžiuvienė to verify that she is single and, assured, goes to her house. Upon arrival, Glaudžiuvienė, sternly closing the door, tells him “ponios nėra namie” and leads him into the salon. Vytukas, exhausted, has already fallen asleep. Liucija, dressed in a thin, flower‑patterned, low‑cut dress that barely covers her legs, sits on a sofa as Vasaris takes a seat opposite her. Their conversation quickly turns acrimonious: Liucija mocks his nervousness, accuses him of lingering affection, and laments her own unhappiness, revealing that she feels trapped and bitter about her life. She cries, declares that she is older, that she has no desire for further entanglements, and warns Vasaris that his attempts at reconciliation are futile. Vasaris, trying to be sincere, confesses his remorse, his sense of abandonment, and his inability to meet the “love requirements” she expects. The exchange ends with Liucija telling him to leave, after which Vasaris departs, feeling both relieved and guilty.

Feeling unready to return home, Vasaris steps into the cold night. He walks past the quiet, window‑shut house, the street lamps flickering, and heads toward the Neman River. He crosses the iron bridge, boards the tram‑like path to Aleksotas, and climbs a long, steep staircase that leads to a high terrace overlooking the city. From this perch he observes Kaunas bathed in twilight: church spires, numerous illuminated windows, the glowing red‑brick of the Vytautas church, the silhouette of the Carmelite tower, and distant silhouettes of factories and bridges. He narrates an inner monologue, describing the city as a massive, ravenous demon that feeds on innocent souls, demanding continual renewal and sacrifice to avoid becoming a “bedlam” in the city’s own dust. He reflects on his own moral failing, the temptation to become a “wild beast” of the urban machine, and resolves to stay vigilant, to keep renewing himself, and to pursue a higher purpose despite the oppressive atmosphere.

The chapter ends with Vasaris descending the stairs, returning to his modest lodging, and stepping into the night‑filled street, his mind still weighed by the encounter with Liucija and the haunting vision of Kaunas as a consuming demon.