Chapter 67

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At the start of the day Vasaris spends the whole morning in nervous agitation, waiting for a phone call or a knock from Auksė, convinced she is still thinking he has not returned from his village. When nothing happens for two days his anxiety deepens.

At week’s end Auksė bursts into Vasaris’s room carrying a basket of olives, radiant in a white cap and bright dress. She spreads the olives on the floor; Vasaris greets her with open arms, embraces her with flowers, and they share an intense first kiss described as “clear, spring‑like, smelling of olives like a May morning.” They exchange exuberant declarations of love, teasing each other about the improvised nature of their meeting and the symbolic role of olives.

Auksė then asks Vasaris how he spent the recent “Sekminės” and what was good in his village. Vasaris gives a vague answer, mentioning his brother’s upcoming wedding and other family matters, while Auksė confesses she enjoyed a trip to Dzūkija and regrets not having Vasaris with her.

Later, after Auksė leaves, Vasaris continues to conceal the truth. A few days later Auksė confronts him, demanding an explanation for his silence. Under pressure Vasaris finally admits that he did not go to his parents’ house as he claimed; he spent the time with Glaudžiuvienė, the woman he had earlier promised to visit. He insists he never intended to deceive Auksė, claiming his instinct was to protect her from uncomfortable facts.

Auksė reacts with anger and hurt, labeling his story a “deep, painful blow” and rejecting the excuse that he missed her “as much as she missed him.” She accuses him of habitual lying, of manipulating the truth, and of placing herself second to another woman. The dialogue escalates into a debate over the moral weight of lies, the nature of love, and whether their relationship can survive such betrayal. Auksė says the situation now feels like an end, while Vasaris argues it could be a new beginning if they can decide how to continue.

The chapter also introduces several secondary figures who become aware of Vasaris’s reputation. In a seminary hallway, fellow novices Indrulis and Aleksandras discuss rumors about a “young man who has been courting two women at once” and question Vasaris’s honesty. Later, senior student Stripaitis confronts Vasaris, accusing him of spreading gossip about his “relations with both Auksė Gražulytė and Glaudžiuvienė.” Vasaris defends himself, insisting the gossip is exaggerated and that he has no intention to continue the affair with Glaudžiuvienė.

Varnėnas, a more philosophical peer, later meets with Vasaris and, after hearing the full story, warns him that persistent deceit will erode any chance of redemption. Vasaris, feeling the weight of the accusations, declares his intention to break off the liaison with Glaudžiuvienė once and for all.

The chapter closes with Auksė’s emotional farewell. She kisses Vasaris, wishes him “God give,” and departs, leaving Vasaris alone in his room, still grappling with the consequences of his lies and uncertain about any future with Auksė. The final scene underscores Vasaris’s internal conflict between his poetic, romantic impulses and the moral expectations of his clerical vocation.