Chapter 61

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Indrulis, a lawyer who has known the American‑born Auksė Gražulytė for years, reflects that his affection for her is driven more by ambition and the desire to win a wealthy, beautiful woman than by genuine love. He recounts how he has never been able to confess his feelings, fearing rejection. During a literary soirée, Auksė shows a pronounced interest in Liudas Vasaris, a young poet‑priest, after hearing his drama “Vasario” being discussed. Indrulis’s jealousy and paranoia flare; he observes her animated reaction to Vasaris’s work and interprets it as a threat to his own designs.

Unable to contain his suspicion, Indrulis initiates a conversation with Auksė, awkwardly asking, “How did you like my friend?” and then “Who is this Liudas Vasaris?” Auksė is initially confused, dismisses the question, and offers a flippant answer that Vasaris is a priest, noting that loving a priest is “possible but not appropriate.” Indrulis presses further, demanding to know whether a priest can be loved, whether he might marry, and whether his poetic talent makes him a viable suitor. He oscillates between sarcasm and earnest accusation, accusing Auksė of playing games and warning that she might betray him.

Auksė remains calm yet evasive, replying that she does not care about Vasaris’s marital status, that he cannot marry her, and that his clerical position makes him unsuitable. She sidesteps Indrulis’s attempts to provoke jealousy, even mocking his own “sensitive nose” for tracking the priest. The dialogue includes brief interjections from “Ponas Jonai,” a servant who remarks on the absurdity of the situation and the irrelevance of marriage to priestly duties.

The exchange ends with Auksė leaving the conversation unresolved, her tone both amused and dismissive. Indrulis departs feeling unsettled, his internal monologue revealing that his jealousy stems not from love for Auksė but from a fear of losing his self‑constructed advantage. He contemplates his own motives—ambition, the allure of a rich American woman, and the possibility that his obsession has become a self‑destructive fixation—while recognizing that Auksė remains emotionally distant and uninterested in any commitment to him. The chapter closes on Indrulis’s lingering frustration and the mounting tension between his selfish desires and Auksė’s aloof independence.